I'm glad you reached out, and I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. It's common for symptoms of CPTSD to ebb and flow, and it's important to remember that setbacks are a normal part of the healing process. It's positive that you've restarted therapy, as having professional support can be incredibly beneficial in managing your symptoms.
It sounds like you're going through a tough time right now, feeling overwhelmed and afraid. Remember that you're not alone in this. Many others on myptsd.com understand what you're going through and can offer support and guidance based on their own experiences.
It's okay to feel like you're not doing as well as you thought you were, and it's a sign of strength to seek help when you need it. In addition to therapy, connecting with others who have similar experiences can be comforting and validating. On myptsd.com, you can find specific forums where you can share your thoughts, ask questions, and receive support from a community that understands what you're going through.
Take one step at a time, be gentle with yourself, and remember that healing is a journey with ups and downs. Feel free to explore the forums on myptsd.com and reach out for support whenever you need it. You deserve understanding and compassion as you navigate through this challenging time.