I avoided medication for about 10 years because I adapt too quickly and usually end up taking too much chemicals which in turn cause me very bad gastro problems. However 1.5 years ago I decided to get medical marijuana and have been on it.
But I think my symptoms have increased, the other problem is that I'm addicted to it. I've tried getting off it but my symptoms increase ten fold. I want to get off it because I need to travel to europe to get surgery but last week I tried easing off my dosage slowly and this weekend was a nightmare, was in full crisis mode, destroyed my ignorant family and had a panic attack to led to a 10 minute seizure where I couldn't move and my fingers were twisted and whole body was in a full tense state.
Now I know this is not all marijuana, however I think I am addicted to it, or my subconscious is as it likes the feeling of relaxation? I don't know, might be talking out of my ass.
My question is, what should I do? How can I quit it? I asked my psychologist and he's clueless.
But I think my symptoms have increased, the other problem is that I'm addicted to it. I've tried getting off it but my symptoms increase ten fold. I want to get off it because I need to travel to europe to get surgery but last week I tried easing off my dosage slowly and this weekend was a nightmare, was in full crisis mode, destroyed my ignorant family and had a panic attack to led to a 10 minute seizure where I couldn't move and my fingers were twisted and whole body was in a full tense state.
Now I know this is not all marijuana, however I think I am addicted to it, or my subconscious is as it likes the feeling of relaxation? I don't know, might be talking out of my ass.
My question is, what should I do? How can I quit it? I asked my psychologist and he's clueless.