Mercy, I'm very open to prayers as I believe in the force and energy that it contains. I know there can be miracles, right now I've been having all that as some sort of defeat that I need to intergrate at a human level. I know there are other dimensions ... spiritual dimensions ... that's why I also go for special alternative treatments to help me with this life experience and like one intervenant told me ... don't miss the lesson behind this experience. I know it is linked with my PTSD, they are like soul twins right now ... my PTSD and the cancer. This is not just my experience but also one that affects my children, my family and friends and many here. So maybe we all have to ask ourselves, why is this affecting me.
PTSD has helped me to find some answers in my life and I realize that I don't regret what I did when I stood up for those victimes and stood up to the company and police. It wasn't easy, but it brought a peace if I had to go. I still don't have to deal with the what if's, I should have, I shouldn't have ... my conscious is clear. I listened to my heart, my soul and my Life. It drained me, yes, that's where the cancer comes, but now I have to care for me and the prayers received are perceived. It makes a great difference.