From reading threads here, I'm now sure I'm not the only one whose memory loss extends past the actual trauma. In the past year, I've "met" a few guys who've reminded me that we had sex at some point. They remembered my apartment, etc accurately so I am sure it's true. Especially since I did cope with sexual trauma by becoming promiscuous, often paired with alcohol.
I mostly accept that this is where I was then. But it's still so odd that I don't remember them at all.
I mostly accept that this is where I was then. But it's still so odd that I don't remember them at all.