Mess

[p-no]

When I got home from work I was a mess and didn't know why.

Yesterday I took out a box full of photos. Among others I found one of a friend of mine, at that time a very good friend, hugging me and smiling into the camera. I put it up. Hadn't talked to him for a long time. Tried to contact him today. He's dead. I'm too late once again. I seriously can't take anymore. I can't, but it never stops.

 

[ms spock]

It is a shock to find out someone that you love is dead prime no.

Be kind to yourself at this time.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

My heart goes out to you. I hate death. It closes a door that no one can open again and all we are left with is loss. I know it is a part of life. The really sucky part.

I hope that the good memories you shared come up for you so that you will feel better. Hugs.

 

[GreenFrog2]

I'm too late once again. I seriously can't take anymore, I can't, but it never stops

Hi Prime-no, I hear you and can share your feelings. People here keep telling me that the pain, fear, grief and suffering do end. Some of the time I can believe them.

I share your thoughts of not being able to take it any more, the "I can't, I can't, it never stops" mantra that torments us. But in the past we have managed to cope - as painful as it was and I know that we can do so again.

You are not alone in this experience and you can survive this - even if it is just one second at a time.

(((Greenfrog)))).

 

[nimkekaa]

I am sorry for your loss. Hugs for you if you need them.

 

[safenow]

(((( Prime-no ))))), if you'll allow me to hug you.