Hello all,
I am here to help anyone who needs to know more about ptsd. I myself am a sufferer of PTSD. I've done my fair share of drugs and alcohol.. I've also been molested by my grandfather from a very young age. I wouldn't doubt that he had sex with me from the age of 3 years old.
I see a psychologist and I also see a psychiatrist.. I am currently on Seroquel, Propranolol, and Wellbutrin.. I suffer from a slew of psychological problems.
I'm discovering that my meth addiction that had a hold of me for about a year has caused significant damage. I see things, I hear things.. I jump and I am startled very easily.
I'm married and have two beautiful sons. One of which I gave birth to 2 months ago. I'm a very "normal" from the outside person. I am married to a Marine, who himself has ptsd from childhood not combat..
Today I gave him some seroquel to help him out. I'm currently on the low dosage of pills... Im pretty much my own psychiatrist.. I have so many pills in the cabinet its ridiculous..
I wanted to post on here to reach out to those who suffer and talk with those who have the similar background as I have. There is a ton more to put on here.. I didn't find out I had ptsd till I finally went to rehab back in jan of 2011.. which changed my life forever...
My father is diagnosed as a psychiophrenic for which I thought maybe that's what I had.. Which is still on the fence, as time progresses I may end up with the diagnosis..
As far as 6 months ago my physiciatrist believes that I am Paranoid disorder, psychio disorder, and gernalist anxiety. Lately I've been having serious panic attack which bring me to my knees thinking Im going to die. I'm letting everyone know this so they dont feel alone..
I am stable for the most part and hope to stay that way. I have struggled with drug problems my whole life. I am now 25 and I cant believe Im that old, it seems like yesterday I was in the situation, telling my grandmother that my grandfather was touching me.. She didn't do a thing.. I had a mom who sold me for meth and I was drugged up on I believe was acid or some type of hallucionagin.. sp I know..
I was taken advantage of and I suffer severly from nightmares, waking nightmares... its horrible..I want anyone to please feel free to message me, cause IM just as lost as everyone else..
This is new to me but Im ready to beat this shit in the ass..
I am here to help anyone who needs to know more about ptsd. I myself am a sufferer of PTSD. I've done my fair share of drugs and alcohol.. I've also been molested by my grandfather from a very young age. I wouldn't doubt that he had sex with me from the age of 3 years old.
I see a psychologist and I also see a psychiatrist.. I am currently on Seroquel, Propranolol, and Wellbutrin.. I suffer from a slew of psychological problems.
I'm discovering that my meth addiction that had a hold of me for about a year has caused significant damage. I see things, I hear things.. I jump and I am startled very easily.
I'm married and have two beautiful sons. One of which I gave birth to 2 months ago. I'm a very "normal" from the outside person. I am married to a Marine, who himself has ptsd from childhood not combat..
Today I gave him some seroquel to help him out. I'm currently on the low dosage of pills... Im pretty much my own psychiatrist.. I have so many pills in the cabinet its ridiculous..
I wanted to post on here to reach out to those who suffer and talk with those who have the similar background as I have. There is a ton more to put on here.. I didn't find out I had ptsd till I finally went to rehab back in jan of 2011.. which changed my life forever...
My father is diagnosed as a psychiophrenic for which I thought maybe that's what I had.. Which is still on the fence, as time progresses I may end up with the diagnosis..
As far as 6 months ago my physiciatrist believes that I am Paranoid disorder, psychio disorder, and gernalist anxiety. Lately I've been having serious panic attack which bring me to my knees thinking Im going to die. I'm letting everyone know this so they dont feel alone..
I am stable for the most part and hope to stay that way. I have struggled with drug problems my whole life. I am now 25 and I cant believe Im that old, it seems like yesterday I was in the situation, telling my grandmother that my grandfather was touching me.. She didn't do a thing.. I had a mom who sold me for meth and I was drugged up on I believe was acid or some type of hallucionagin.. sp I know..
I was taken advantage of and I suffer severly from nightmares, waking nightmares... its horrible..I want anyone to please feel free to message me, cause IM just as lost as everyone else..
This is new to me but Im ready to beat this shit in the ass..
