Undiagnosed My First Time Was Rape

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I'm sorry this happened to you. I look at your sweet face and I hurt for you. I was drugged too, my aunt gave me these milkshakes that had something in them (it was a white powder) and then a while later my uncle would sexually abuse me. The crazy part is, this uncle had done the same thing to my aunt when she was a young girl, and here she was helping him. I had figured out that they were drugging me, and I refused the milkshakes. I've only told my therapist and husband about the drugging because it sounds so crazy and I'm scared that no one would believe such a thing....but reading your post and the responses helps because I'm not the only one. Thanks for sharing Ashley, and I commend you for finding the courage to seek help and understanding. There's a book I'd like to recommend that's helped me, it's kind of like a reference book, you don't have to read it cover to cover, it's called The Courage To Heal.