Sexual Assault My Story

[missfrier]

I'm not sure if I am doing, this right. If not please delete it or move.it.
I'm.sorry if I also upset any one, I,also don't wany.to be judged as.,it has.been.really hard. For to start dealing with it.

My mum Dad split,up,when,I was about 6, Mum, mst New.man well he.was.living,across the road from,us. With his kids and ex.wife. I used ait on,him.cuddle, him then he started.to,groom. Me by age 10 he started abusing ne by 12 he was.rainy every,day.some.time.twice it all stopped at 16 he was reported. He.got.3 ,years, then.another year, making,it 4 years. When.he came out he hung around.where I worked. I am.now 39 and. From aApril of lat was.1st time, I been.able to,deal with,it. I have assessment for.specialist counciling just.waiting to. See, if I have been.accepted,I have, just.finished, normal counciling. Had 13 weeks of it, I see councillor. On.14th as, it will,be last one.,,next week I have to,3 hour.safe guarding,training and.also,week after wwhich,I,am really anxious.bout. I'm nit,sure I can.put anything else just yet nd,I'm,sorry,if,I,upset any one.please.doby judge me,on,my story,as it hard.enougj

 

[Bristol]

No one will judge you here, lots of us have similar stories so share anything you want to :)

 

[missfrier]

thank you

 

[Joan]

Welcome to the forum. I hope that you feel safe here and find support. You are brave to reach out and tell part of your story.

 

[missfrier]

thank you not brave thou

 

[I_Am_Titanium]

You may not think you're brave but I believe you are and I'm certain others do as well. Many here can probably relate to what you are going through. Telling your story isn't easy but I'm glad you did.

 

[J'qel]

You were able to type it out and you've sought help-that's rough, and you *are* brave. Noone here will judge you for your past. We all have our demons here.

Welcome to the forums.

 

[missfrier]

thank you dont feel brave

 

[J'qel]

Brave isn't not being afraid, it's being afraid and doing it anyways. :)
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[missfrier]

thank you