Namaste! I couldn't figure what my Title should be so I remembered I used to hear all the time this word Namaste, and I didn't know what it meant, and the translation in meaning means different things and the world itself (long story) but basically, "I honor the place in you in which the entire Universe dwells, I honor the place in you which is of Love, of Integrity, of Wisdom and of Peace. When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are One"
I thought it was highly appropriate since to me it represents healing. Also it means that my higher self, my spirit, or the divine part of me greets that part of you. And well Mutual Respect from the Rising Moon after the Setting Sun.
Namaste I believe means Mutual respect, giving respect from me to you, and from the rising Moon, I am Mahtalat and it means Moonrise, and after the setting Sun is because my Wife who I joined with is Shamstalat, except her name means Sunrise not setting sun, but she posted before me :).
I write a long everything so I hope that doesn't bother anyone. I get a lot of crap for it sometimes.
I consider myself a Citizen of the Planet. I've never really had boundaries (in any part of my life).
I guess I joined this site to be apart of the healing with Shamstalat(something we are doing together on the matter). We both have PTSD, and we both have a lot of healing to do. Right now as of yet as far as I've come, I struggle with dealing with other peoples stories. That is, I really am not at a place where I can read every story here, since I've just recently after so many years of my life just started to get some kind of control over my depression and how far I break down towards everyone elses stories! I'm really empathetic, and I also struggle with PTSD (among other things that have arisen).
A lot of my friends struggle with PTSD as well, either that or they've had some traumatic stuff happen to them. (In my life I don't know about others but I tend to meet more people who've been wounded in some sort than those that haven't, and I can't tell if it's because I am so selective, and the few people who do manage to be my friends; that we're drawn to each other by this attraction, or if it's really that pronounced in this world). Don't tell me if it's just that a lot of people have it. If it's yes I already know, and that would depress me more, and if it's No (then tell me, I'll feel better lol). But otherwise don't say no, and I'll just figure the opposite.
I guess that's it. My name is Mahtalat, I have PTSD, people I love have PTSD, my wife is Shamstalat, it's nice reading what most of you write, but I probably won't respond to most of it because I don't know what to say, or even if I can handle it! (But) I've read that, that's okay. So :), Namaste =).
I thought it was highly appropriate since to me it represents healing. Also it means that my higher self, my spirit, or the divine part of me greets that part of you. And well Mutual Respect from the Rising Moon after the Setting Sun.
Namaste I believe means Mutual respect, giving respect from me to you, and from the rising Moon, I am Mahtalat and it means Moonrise, and after the setting Sun is because my Wife who I joined with is Shamstalat, except her name means Sunrise not setting sun, but she posted before me :).
I write a long everything so I hope that doesn't bother anyone. I get a lot of crap for it sometimes.
I consider myself a Citizen of the Planet. I've never really had boundaries (in any part of my life).
I guess I joined this site to be apart of the healing with Shamstalat(something we are doing together on the matter). We both have PTSD, and we both have a lot of healing to do. Right now as of yet as far as I've come, I struggle with dealing with other peoples stories. That is, I really am not at a place where I can read every story here, since I've just recently after so many years of my life just started to get some kind of control over my depression and how far I break down towards everyone elses stories! I'm really empathetic, and I also struggle with PTSD (among other things that have arisen).
A lot of my friends struggle with PTSD as well, either that or they've had some traumatic stuff happen to them. (In my life I don't know about others but I tend to meet more people who've been wounded in some sort than those that haven't, and I can't tell if it's because I am so selective, and the few people who do manage to be my friends; that we're drawn to each other by this attraction, or if it's really that pronounced in this world). Don't tell me if it's just that a lot of people have it. If it's yes I already know, and that would depress me more, and if it's No (then tell me, I'll feel better lol). But otherwise don't say no, and I'll just figure the opposite.
I guess that's it. My name is Mahtalat, I have PTSD, people I love have PTSD, my wife is Shamstalat, it's nice reading what most of you write, but I probably won't respond to most of it because I don't know what to say, or even if I can handle it! (But) I've read that, that's okay. So :), Namaste =).
