Need to vent frustration

[Bloomy]

I'm furious. First, you must survive the hell of trauma and hell all they did to you break your soul and spirit and humanity. Then find out that the society you live in will retraum you every time you manage to get your head above water to breathe. When you think you are healing and on your way to something good they will break you down and tell you what a little shit you are and no good for nothing. They will never let you forget. What ever happend to pstd recovery? Wouldnt it be the best on individual level as well as on a society level that people get the chanse too obtain post traumatic growth to then be able to contribute with valuable experience in work to aid others with same experience? I feel Im forever condemed to be daddys little slut. Im trying so hard to get out of this. To just get send back to post traumatic black whole by healthcare cause they cant deal with what is the fact and what is not.

 

[Never_falter2]

Did you post that in the supporter section on purpose? May I add my opinion as a supporter. I think that there is nothing such as “the society“, there are only people and you must decide which ones matter to you.

I am pretty sure that there are many people who not only think that I am good for nothing but who even hate and despise me and want to rid the world of people like me (for example in my home country a military spouse is not supposed to tell people she is one because some may wish to hurt her.
Racists hate people for their race, religion extremists hate whom they consider an infidel, radical feminist hate men, radical maskulinist women and so on, a lot of people will hate you for being gay, some will hate you for being straight and so on).

I think every single one of us is in a group hated by some weird members of society... because some people love to hate and tell other people they suck... but that is their problem not ours.

You shouldn’t care about their opinion. Seek people who are like you and who love you and care about you.

 

[Bloomy]

Ive been on rehab money from the goverment. I was healing. I was doing good. But. As of 2018, the Norwegian government has changed the rules for rehabilitation and many in Noway are now totally without income due to a very skewed social policy. We cannot even complain about this treatment, but must add that the cause to reason is that there is yourself that is the problem and not the system. So I can not complain that they have failed totally in my rehab. And that I now live of a very small income form a very small job ie being working poor. Instead lawyer told me we must say that Im still so sick from trauma that Im not able to rehabilitate. To say the least this is not good for my rehab. They even wanted to claim that Im severly mentally ill. If I only had a decent work and income I would be able to heal my self out of this shit whole Instead they want me to go to trauma therapy I can not afford and I dont need.

And I may add - for poor people its also social exclusion that Is consequense of poverty specially living in a country where majority has a good income. For a person with former traumas or atleast for me its a retraum situation. Noway is actually boiling now cause so many has lost their home and so much more.

Sorry I wasnt clear about why Im angry.

 

[Never_falter2]

Oh, I see. You do not mean society = people, but society = the government.

Unfortunately I know nearly nothing about politics in Norway but I see why this must be frustrating.

 

[Bloomy]

System does not exist without people so its society and people that works within it

 

[Pyro]

I think one of the worst things about it is how people that know about your PTSD look at you. Even healthcare professionals give you "The Look."