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New member seeking advice on ssdi and college advice

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Hello everyone, I finally made an account since I have been on this forum quite a lot recently. It has taught me a lot and made me feel more comfortable since I was recently diagnosed with PTSD and persistent mood/affective disorder.

I was diagnosed early december but have been dealing with PTSD and depression for over two years now. I was sexually abused all throughout my childhood, 4-11 years old. I didn't tell anyone about my abuse until I was a freshman in high school and thats when everything went downhill. My grades and school attendance took a big hit at this time. I did fine for about half a year but started dealing with waves of anxiety attacks. During the middle of my sophomore year of HS, i was told by detectives that my abuser wasn't capable of doing what he did and that I had to testify against him in court if I wanted to continue the case. This is where my life turned for the complete worst. I broke down and gave up, because being told that after holding it in for over 10 years was a huge slap in the face. I entered the worst stage of depression and anxiety and ended up leaving school and started online schooling. I gained over 30lbs and started having flashbacks and nightmares constantly. I knew those were early signs of PTSD but I didn't want to admit or come to terms with it at the time because it was the last things I needed.

Fast foward a year and a half later I suffer from depression, disassociation, psychosis, anxiety/panic attacks, fatigue, and constant nightmares. I didn't seek behavioral services until April2017. I have been seeing a therapist since then and started seeing a psych in september. I cannot function anymore, I struggle to do simple daily activities and when I do I disassociate which causes me to have panic attacks. I am constantly dizzy and forgetting where I am. The only time I have worked was a few weeks from Nov-Dec 2016 but was terminated due to not showing up anymore. This was the time when my symptoms started. I applied for ssi and ssdi this past december22 because I know I wont be able to hold a job with all these symptoms.

I recently enrolled into college but immediately sought services with DRS since I had trouble just doing my placement test. I am enrolled in four classes, all online,because being in the school environment again makes me flashback to HS when I opened up. Its a panic attack waiting to happen, and I don't want to put myself in that situation.

I was just wondering if currently being enrolled in school would affect anything with Social Security? Does anyone think I will have trouble with being approved or is my case strong enough? I have documents stating my disabilities and have several records of all the times I went to hospital the past year because of them, around 20 emergency room visits. My PCP, neurologist, cardiologist, psych, and therapist could all provide additional documentation if needed as well.
 
Unfortunately if you’ve only worked for a few months, you do not qualify for SSDI as it’s a “pay in” kind of system where you need to have enough work credits in order to even be considered for SSDI. You will be rejected for SSDI and appealing won’t do you any good.

I do not know how SSI works as that’s a different qualification system for those who don’t qualify for SSDI.
 
Thank you for replying so soon, but makes sense. I was seeing mixed answers so I wasn't sure at the time so I applied for both. I am only 19 so hope that isn't a problem either, since I haven't seen much info of people my age receiving assistance.
 
You may qualify for SSDI based on your parent's income if they determine you were disabled before 18. As far as college, I am not sure how it would affect things during the application process. Have you contacted your local vocational rehabilitation office? They might be able to answer some questions and provide some guidance.
I recently graduated from college while on disability, but I had been on disability for almost 20 years when I returned to school. Because I was already on disability, I used vocational rehab and the Ticket to Work program to keep from having to do disability evaluations while I was in school with an employment goal. Now I am working (in a good job) and using up my trial work months before my SSDI income ends!
 
You may qualify for SSDI based on your parent's income if they determine you were disabled before 18....

Thank you for replying, I was pretty bummed that I didn't get any more advice on this thread so I really appreciate you giving me more insight. I have been receiving therapy since I around 14 but didn't start receiving therapy for my PTSD until last April. Which was when I started becoming disabled, but I was already 18.. I have not contacted my local vocational rehabilitation office and had no clue about that but I will look more into, so thank you for that!
I saw my psych last Friday so she could provide more info and potentially write a letter for me just in case SS asked for one but she refused to. Even after me telling her all my disabling symptoms and that I cannot learn or function the same anymore she told me that I wasn't disabled. She went as far to say that she didn't think that most of my symptoms and how I disassociate were not PTSD related. I am confused as to why she provided two letters for me already (one was a diagnoses letter for a service dog and another for extra coursework at school) but refuses to provide another for SS. So since then I have been baffled and hope that the other documents I have will be enough for SS to approve me.
 
She may see you as someone who goes to school and therefore can work.
I am barely starting school again after being out for a year and a half. Plus I wouldn't have even started going again if I didn't have all the accommodations that were provided after presenting my disability.
 
I had a period in my life where I had symptoms like what you're describing. At the time, I felt like I was falling apart, and no one was helping me. That was...um, I guess six years ago now. I can now see that something was changing in me then and that I became a much better person after that. I think the dizziness, confusion, having so much trouble keeping it together etc was how I was finally processing things, and no one else was fully able to get it. Things ended up working out for me in ways I couldn't have predicted or planned. I think that terrible period I went through made me more functional. I still have PTSD problems, and I know always will, but I can function okay.

Maybe you should try doing the minimum you have to for school and any work you need to do to pay your bills, and then spend the rest of your time working on yourself. Like take some walks, go see some movies that you like, take yourself out to dinner, read some books. That kind of thing. It may seem like a lonely road for awhile, but from someone who found it to be tremendously healing, it may be worth a try.

I do not recommend going for any kind of social security until you have a few years worth of solid income. You'll be stuck in poverty and have a hard time getting out of it.
 
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