Hello Dorris, welcome to the forum ... there is a special section for those who have been sexually abused, as I understand, this started when you were very small child, toddler to be precise. You will find many compassionate people here to support you and share their experiences and tricks. Also, there are many articles specific to what you went through and others for general ptsd. This will help deal with all the symptoms and unconforts caused by ptsd. This is a great venting place.