Saw therapist, many of them, when I lived in Memphis and atlanta. None of them had any PTSD experience in those days. Now I live in the sticks and it is 200 plus round trip to the nearest large city that might have a PTSD specialist. My meds sometimes fail me. I am willing to try therapy again but I can't afford the time and money for a trip of that distance. I guess no one can really help me. Just venting a little. Thanks.