fuzzypenguin
Bronze Member
You know, today started out okay. I woke up tired as can be but I still got up to go to class. I completed my homework that's due tomorrow and the rest of the week with still free time. Hell, I even called the school's counseling center to make an appointment. So yeah, I thought today would good. Well, as of a few hours ago that all changed. Because everyone loves being verbally attacked by two guys who come over (to talk to the roommates with you about who knows what and later invite you to another room to hang out & drink with people on Tuesday night - Yeah, uh no,, We have class) who acted all nice. So I'm angry at them and then some time later, whenever I speak I get ignored. Whatever be the reason, it's the right and something should be changed abiut it. Making excuses for being attacks or what have you also is not right and only makes everything worse.
As I said in the beginning, I thought today woukd actually be a good deal with the depression I've been struggling with + self harm urges and thoughts, but boy, boy was I wrong!
Here's to hoping tomorrow is better, but I'm not getting my hopes up.
As I said in the beginning, I thought today woukd actually be a good deal with the depression I've been struggling with + self harm urges and thoughts, but boy, boy was I wrong!
Here's to hoping tomorrow is better, but I'm not getting my hopes up.