Nobody Listens

[Cardiacdiva]

Nobody really listens. They pretend they care but just want you to stop talking. I seek out help from VA and vet center, but even they dont want any part of my problems. I just want to talk to someone without them feeling like I should talk to someone else. Go to this person, go to that person, do this, do that. f*ck everybody, this isnt working and I just dont have any thing left or care about anything anymore. Its a sin to do what I want to do but maybe God will listen anyway.

 

[Sighs]

Hey there. There are people who listen right here on the forum.

 

[Sighs]

Finding the right therapist/doctor/treating team can be really hard but there is help out there. Present at your local emergency room if you are really at the point of desperation.

 

[Cardiacdiva]

The dreams, nightmares, guilt, scared, hopeless, sleeplessness, EVERY f*ckING THING!!!!!!!!! People just want to put me in a hospital so someone else can deal. I just want someone to listen and understand. Just cuz i look ok on the outside I am screaming on the inside. They look at me like i just want attention.

 

[desiderata310]

I get that. I present as normal on the outside, too. But, hell, the fact that you HAVE PTSD means you're tough as nails. I know it sucks. I know it's like a living nightmare inside your brain.Hold on, man. Seriously, it can get better.

 

[SKIP]

You think no one is listing to you? I am and angels God is sending me to help. I'm not a veteran, nor a psychologist, but know I'm not pretending when I say, "I care". I know God is listening. Maybe not in a way you see it at this time. I know, He'll show you. Please don't stop caring. I know nights, can be the hardest time. What I use to do when I was dealing with PTSD, watch cartoons and have a snack. Even if you don't feel like eating, have a small snack. Trust me, it helps. Please do me a favor, don't ever give up on professional help and speak to a VFW Commander. I would appreciate it. VFW Commanders understand what you are experiencing. There are lots of people who care.

 

[Friday]

. But, hell, the fact that you HAVE PTSD means you're tough as nails. .

This. Remember this.