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TeddydaBear62
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I am scared right now. I have been for the past couple of nights. I hear noises outside, not normal to a country atmosphere where I live. I go outside with my baseball bat and camera, incase I run into some kind of trouble. I am not afraid of the dark, but maybe what's in the darkness. Mostly I am afraid of a couple of my neighbors. They are crazy.....act badly.....cause trouble. Everything is a huge long story with me. Sorry! I was shot at with pellet guns many years ago by the neighbor on the corner. But since no proof, the police won't do anything. A good citizen's word is not worth anything against troublemakers. Time past......but there have been wild bizzar incidents at this same home. They fire pistols occassionally from their front porch, even though it's against the law. They know it. Therefore they will not shoot more than 5 or 6 shots in case the police are called. They duck inside.....again....no proof. There is a lot of screaming and filthy language from that house, as if courtesy were not known. Now the neighbors that moved in front of my house, kind of have the same lifestyle. Wild kids.....filthy language.....always screaming.
I don't know how much more I can take. I cannot move, because of no employment and the financial situation. Nearly cannot call the police, because they are the type to retaliate. Found out the father is a sex offender! Oh my God! And for some reason there are more boys and girls hanging out there than is normal. And to make matters worse.....the people in front seem to know the people on the corner! Can anything be worse? Now I have potential trouble coming from two different directions. I get totally scared at the littlest noise. Yes and the shooting and fireworks.... So I usually get my camera and my baseball bat.....go out into my wooded area and listen and observe. This is usually after midnight. And I stay out for at keast an hour to make sure all is well. I know 90% is my imagination. But still Ifeel it's better to be proactive than reactive. One of these times..... I will see some kind of criminal activity. Now the gangs of wild kids are next door' screaming and shooting fireworks illegally. My chest became so tight, I thought I was having a heart attack. I layed down on the floor and just concentrated on breathing.
I feel so alone and vulnerable. I am 52....but feel 102
I am scared right now. I have been for the past couple of nights. I hear noises outside, not normal to a country atmosphere where I live. I go outside with my baseball bat and camera, incase I run into some kind of trouble. I am not afraid of the dark, but maybe what's in the darkness. Mostly I am afraid of a couple of my neighbors. They are crazy.....act badly.....cause trouble. Everything is a huge long story with me. Sorry! I was shot at with pellet guns many years ago by the neighbor on the corner. But since no proof, the police won't do anything. A good citizen's word is not worth anything against troublemakers. Time past......but there have been wild bizzar incidents at this same home. They fire pistols occassionally from their front porch, even though it's against the law. They know it. Therefore they will not shoot more than 5 or 6 shots in case the police are called. They duck inside.....again....no proof. There is a lot of screaming and filthy language from that house, as if courtesy were not known. Now the neighbors that moved in front of my house, kind of have the same lifestyle. Wild kids.....filthy language.....always screaming.
I don't know how much more I can take. I cannot move, because of no employment and the financial situation. Nearly cannot call the police, because they are the type to retaliate. Found out the father is a sex offender! Oh my God! And for some reason there are more boys and girls hanging out there than is normal. And to make matters worse.....the people in front seem to know the people on the corner! Can anything be worse? Now I have potential trouble coming from two different directions. I get totally scared at the littlest noise. Yes and the shooting and fireworks.... So I usually get my camera and my baseball bat.....go out into my wooded area and listen and observe. This is usually after midnight. And I stay out for at keast an hour to make sure all is well. I know 90% is my imagination. But still Ifeel it's better to be proactive than reactive. One of these times..... I will see some kind of criminal activity. Now the gangs of wild kids are next door' screaming and shooting fireworks illegally. My chest became so tight, I thought I was having a heart attack. I layed down on the floor and just concentrated on breathing.
I feel so alone and vulnerable. I am 52....but feel 102
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