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I don't necessarily think it's that fat is ugly. I think it's that we feel protected with the extra layer. Cozy, unavailable, that others won't look at us or make a pass at us, more safe.
I was huge in middle and high school...easily 130 pounds over normal weight...320, top weight. Nobody was kind about it.
I was at 150 at one point...I feel gross to have put 50 back on.
...going to fix it.
@Saelben , I do the same thing. When people complement me I usually find negatives to take away the positives. I'm my own worst critic, but through therapy I'm learning not to do that so much.;) Thanks to the abuse I suffered and the shit they put in my head for that thinking. :poop: