Texengland
New Here
I don't know if this helps at all, but you know my situation a bit as well and with her and the way she's acting I have a lot of the same feelings of a betrayal of trust. I try to tell myself that this "person" isn't the same one that I loved and poured my heart and soul into and that she is just a current manifestation of her past trauma and that even though she is devastating me I can't believe that the person I loved for over 10 years would consciously choose to act the way she is.
That being said I could most likely just be kidding myself and this new person is who she truly is and is in all reality just cold and heartless, but admitting that to myself only makes the pain and hurt and trust issues that much worse. If that is her then I think how could I have been fooled so bad for so long but what I saw as the kindest, sweetest most gentle and caring person I have met in my life?
That being said I could most likely just be kidding myself and this new person is who she truly is and is in all reality just cold and heartless, but admitting that to myself only makes the pain and hurt and trust issues that much worse. If that is her then I think how could I have been fooled so bad for so long but what I saw as the kindest, sweetest most gentle and caring person I have met in my life?