halliconkel
New Here
Please help. I'm 26 I have such chaos in my head I've tried for years to find balance. I've been sober two month, my body is doing its best to stay together, chronic pain, arthritic, stomach infections, doctors trigger me so much re-traumatizing me. After doing years of self searching, a body keeps score the book clarified for me I'm not crazy yet I have every known detail of cptsd from sexual, physical, and emotional abuse. I feel I'm so full of talent, gifts and potential and my father's brainwashing has made me question my really, my worth, I feel like nothing yet know I'm something. The somatic doesn't believe the intellectual. I really want really yet for this it seems many therapist don't want to deal with this in the county. I'm scared, lost, and really wanting help.