whserenitynluv
Silver Member
So like a complete jackass I made a schoolgirl move at the dumbest time! So I've had no problem obtaining companionship in my life. Had relationships, people who could come over with a phone call of loneliness for the night to just snuggle and it's ok. My problem is that ended, I'm ready to move forward in the right direction, and being vulnerable to the idea of being in love - the right way. How do I know? Because it isn't a choice, and because of my inability to do anything but stare at a blank screen and run when It's my turn to step up? God help my soul, I've never had that problem, it was like turning pancakes at IHOP on an all u can eat breakfast. Why on earth would this lingering thing be in my head, when it's gone? No more pancakes, no syrup, no desire, completely vulnerable to the idea that my heart loves him.
