Undiagnosed Psyche. Purgatory. Paradox. Prison.

[Thricegreat]

Hi guys. I've been sitting here for ages trying to think of how to introduce myself but tbh I have no idea who I'm introducing. I'm not even sure if this is a place for me. I don't have an official diagnosis, of anything, my mind is a labyrinth which refuses to be identified for what it is. Every layer is made up of other layers. To cut a long story short I was in and out of hospital this year, in the end when i was back at home I had a team of doctors visiting me. They thought I was in the early stages of schizophrenia, until they started asking questions about my childhood. Basically they said I don't have an organic psychotic illness and that my psychosis comes from trauma. So I guess I'm here looking for a bit of clarity, learn something new :)
Cheers

 

[Ka-9]

Welcome and great thing you decided to post...best thing is to hear from others and see what you can relate to.....

 

[Thricegreat]

Thank you :)
Yeah I'll have to look at the forums and see how everyone goes about it, it's a really new thing for me but thus whole sight is such a good idea :)

 

[pixel]

Welcome aboard @Thricegreat

I relate to what you say about identity. I imagine your avatar depicts your feelings?