Rakefet, not to be the barer of information here and not to make you feel that your PTSD is not as important but if your not a combat PTSD meaning you fought which I can tell you didn't this is not the forum for you. You should also know that is something you don't ask a veteran. We may talk about it when we want to those we feel trust and comfort with but you don't ask that kind of thing of a vet it is very personal and inless you have picked up a weapon and had to fight for your life in combat you may not understand this. This is for your future referance just remember that it is very disrespectfull. Alan may choose to ansmer that is his desicion. But there is a sister sight to this forum and I'm sure it is posted somewhere on here I think I seen it on a post that Jimmy wrote to you as a responce. But if you are a carer to someone with combat PTSD then you should say and maybe read around to see some of the post so you don't be so intruesive. Good luck