ms spock
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- Do I want to change my behavior?
I do more than anything in the world but I am so totally scared shitless that it is hard to not go into dissociation, derealisation and depersonalisation. I read a book about mindfulness and trauma today and got so overwhelmed that I fell asleep at the beach!
- Do I believe in myself, as well as others?
- Am I willing to set reasonable goals and take reasonable risks?
- Am I open to new ideas?
I am so scared and hypervigilant that I have trouble processing new information and
- Can I accept the facts that things may not change overnight and not everything will always go my way?
- Am I willing to make the effort, practice, and have patience while building my new skills?"
I am trying hard on this one. I am finding it hard.