Hi all I'm new to the site , I am having ptsd for 1,5 years now because I got beaten by a gang when I just was going to some friends without I have done them nothing. I'm afraid for going out and just sitting at the computer playing world of warcraft all days, my school did f*ck up I was to afraid to get there, anyway im going at therapy so im taking medicine. My question is : is it wrong that I have dissed all my friends and all the girls? I'm so frustraded!! I had a great life and now I am alone. And now I feel like I dont wanna have friends and a girlfriend , I have lost all the social contacts! Please help!