Hi Shellbell - I'm struck by how the process of trying to get help (in this case financial) can do so much damage when we are already trying to hang on by the skin of our teeth. I'm fighting insurance and my employer at the moment which is causing me significant distress. In many ways it feels like being abused again and not believed. I've been trying to communicate to people (lawyer, insurance, employer, therapist) that the process has become to much for me but it feels like nobody is listening. I'm glad that your able to get the support you need right now. Sending you lots of positive energy and hoping you get better soon.