I just wrote a thread about being stronger, but to be honest that running behind me incident was not easy. I knew it was the guy from class, he seems to like to mess with me. I don't think he is good at reading people and when they are uncomfortable. I heard a couple of loud quick steps, but when I heard them speed up I turned, I must have glanced over at my coaches, who made me feel safe, and replied you should not do that you are going to freak me out, He said that is the point.
I can't tell if I am being tested for my skills in self defense, or if people are trying to tell if I am telling the truth, or if I am just being messed with for fun. Its not like it really matters, because it is my experience. I know I am not lying about any of my abuse, I relive it sometimes daily. But if people are trying to aggravate it so they can see if I have it, it is not cool. It hurts. I get so scared, like really scared. And I am starting to feel safe, and I do not want that taken from me.
When I was attacked, I just got out of the hospital and was walking home (I had no one to care for me) it was around 7 am and I was in a safer neighborhood. I can see cars ahead on a busy road, that made me feel safe, because I knew if I were out and about and a lot of people were around, I had less chance of being attacked. I was tired, I let my guard down, I heard the running, but I assumed it was a jogger, He......pushed me against the wall, and felt my body, put his hand between my legs, said things in Spanish, I turned around, and started hitting him, trying to push him away. Once I did I ran as fast as I could to the 711.
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I can't tell if I am being tested for my skills in self defense, or if people are trying to tell if I am telling the truth, or if I am just being messed with for fun. Its not like it really matters, because it is my experience. I know I am not lying about any of my abuse, I relive it sometimes daily. But if people are trying to aggravate it so they can see if I have it, it is not cool. It hurts. I get so scared, like really scared. And I am starting to feel safe, and I do not want that taken from me.
When I was attacked, I just got out of the hospital and was walking home (I had no one to care for me) it was around 7 am and I was in a safer neighborhood. I can see cars ahead on a busy road, that made me feel safe, because I knew if I were out and about and a lot of people were around, I had less chance of being attacked. I was tired, I let my guard down, I heard the running, but I assumed it was a jogger, He......pushed me against the wall, and felt my body, put his hand between my legs, said things in Spanish, I turned around, and started hitting him, trying to push him away. Once I did I ran as fast as I could to the 711.
Running running running runngin runnign runnign ruunning funnigh running running running running running I can hear the running.
