Seancharles....a Personal Breakthrough! A Major Accomplishment And Major Step Towards Success

[SeanCharles]

I can honestly say with strong conviction that I have reached what I feel is a Milestone! Through much hard work this week, which I give a bit of credit here to @Simply Simon who I say say a huge Thank you to, I have, if I may, say I've broken out of a rut that you pointed out that I allowed myself to get stuck in! :tup:

Through Simon's wake up call... I awoke what I realize is in so many ways me, the writer who had fallen into a slumber, has been awakened and has guided me through what has brought me where I am which has nudged me to write this post.

As I was in chat and have said what I did, using an onion analogy, I feel as though I've completely worked my way through layers of onion and have reached the end of that onion. That onion, or maybe this one? feels like a whole onion. I hope I am making sense here! I feel while I have a lot of work ahead, I have accomplished a lot of work that has brought me a sense of wholeness. The last time I felt a similar sense of wholeness takes me back to 2003!

I feel like :singing: I feel :joyful: I feel extreme happiness! Most of all I am currently patting myself on the back!

Hopefully this post is counts as an accomplishment/success... :)

 

[SeanCharles]

On my Monday/Friday (08/22/2016) While the stress and other symptoms were present, I actually made it through the day without any intrusive thinking. I also didn't let the negative verbal talk of another co-worker get under my skin, rather I allowed that to roll off! :) This is has been a huge biggie for me. While I suspect that with me knowing that this is my last week of work for a week, I am not letting myself to be attracted to the negativity. I was amazingly pleasant with my boss. It's possible that people did notice something different about me and if they didn't than that's on them! I am realizing that letting people get to me is negativity I don't want or need. I also realize that I am also biding my time while I quietly wait to make what I am hoping through building a case with Social Security that I can finally put this employment behind me.