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Alex marie
I have had lots of anxiety and depression but this last year has been the darkest black hole of my life. I'm writing today because the day before yesterday I finally spoke to my older sister who I worship who stopped talking to me when old injuries reared their ugly heads at 50 years old. Never blame her at doctors. Never bring it up that's her business. She does talk about sometimes but that's her business. Easier to blame Mark the boyfriend I ended up with at 15 until I left him at 18. The thinh is, I have had my fair share of drug and alcohol disaster's, however, she introduced me to all of it and I worshipped her. 35 years later she still says "you don't know what the f your talking about" you don't remember. And she always say she is a nice person and always does the right thing. Well I got VERY upset that she would not fly to California when doctors didn't know what was wrong with me. She's a teacher she was off. All I wanted was her. I NEEDED her and never said these might be from you. I was just terrified because my legs didn't work properly nor did my hands and the pain. I've been beaten alot and I've never felt anything like this. So she decides she's going to block me right while I'm freaking out. I did not call her swear words. I was passionately begging and pleading. She blocked me. This was in August of 23. We just spoke a few days ago.
Now here is where I'm like huh...wait what just happened? We did not speak of my health injuries at all or how scared I might have been for an entire year. No. She said she would like to have a relationship if I could speak to her kindly.
She got under my skin so seamlessly that I was crying with no mention of me none!
Now here is where I'm like huh...wait what just happened? We did not speak of my health injuries at all or how scared I might have been for an entire year. No. She said she would like to have a relationship if I could speak to her kindly.
She got under my skin so seamlessly that I was crying with no mention of me none!