Benedicte S. Lunde
New Here
Hi. I know the feeling :/ I remember the insane shaking, sweating, the sick sick flashback nightmares, nauseous, the WTF hallucinations, "out of myself" feeling, FRUSTRATED, agitated... the list is long! I'v been on zoloft for almost 2 years. I have been really patient. And that's normal I'v heard. Zoloft are one of the few that takes a looong time to hopefully find the right dose. As I said I'v tried for soon 2 years, I'm more depressed than ever. It haven't done anything for me. I didn't know what zoloft was when I got it... I had a scum for a doctor. She put me on heavy benzo, zoloft and sleeping meds that gave me insomnia. And she gave me NO information at all.
The only thing that she had wrote on the tag was for my thoughts osv. And that was correct. But I'm so mad at that doctor. My new sweet doctor got really shocked when she found out that I didn't even knew what I was eating. I have c-ptsd and bad anxiety. I'm switching carefully over to Exafor. I'm in a big trial against a doctor who molested me when I reached out for help in 2013. Iv been sick for many years. But I have been a topathlete so I guess that kept my mind on other things. And after I needed to stop ( it was nothing I wanted, but something happend so I had to) I was very clear with the doctor I had. I want to go back to the sport, I don't want something that will make me foggy etc etc etc.. but yeah... thanks :p it's just our life's they're messing with... nothing big :p not at all. As the red queen says in alice in wonderland " off with their heads"
I'm anxious about going on Exafor, the first week our two will be very very tuff the doctor told me today. Yey... but I will never give up. I will just have my life back. And first off all...I need help to NOT be a zombie everyday. No diagnose will ever define me!
Be fabulous folks :D
The only thing that she had wrote on the tag was for my thoughts osv. And that was correct. But I'm so mad at that doctor. My new sweet doctor got really shocked when she found out that I didn't even knew what I was eating. I have c-ptsd and bad anxiety. I'm switching carefully over to Exafor. I'm in a big trial against a doctor who molested me when I reached out for help in 2013. Iv been sick for many years. But I have been a topathlete so I guess that kept my mind on other things. And after I needed to stop ( it was nothing I wanted, but something happend so I had to) I was very clear with the doctor I had. I want to go back to the sport, I don't want something that will make me foggy etc etc etc.. but yeah... thanks :p it's just our life's they're messing with... nothing big :p not at all. As the red queen says in alice in wonderland " off with their heads"
I'm anxious about going on Exafor, the first week our two will be very very tuff the doctor told me today. Yey... but I will never give up. I will just have my life back. And first off all...I need help to NOT be a zombie everyday. No diagnose will ever define me!
Be fabulous folks :D
