News So The World's Coming To An End At 6pm 21 May 2011

[anthony]

Please keep the thread on topic, this is not a chit chat forum...

 

[Kimpersonal]

The way I express my PTSD was what I was writing, using metaphors instead of very direct language. My triggers are doomsday-like. The hamster makes me irritable. The news and less publicized things going on in the world make me wish it will all come to an end which shows I am depressed. I thought I was quite on topic.

I feel as though I have just been stung a member of the bee-hive jury ... or maybe by the queen bee of judgement day. End of the world ... judgement.

Being chastized for my style or lack of it (your brain leans to the left while mine to the right thus our aesthetic tastes will differ) makes me also wish Harold Camping had been accurate ... poor guy was quite deceived by his own mind (or mind contollers). As I must be for feeling too safe and actually sharing here what goes on in mine.

I apologize. I will keep it line with your standards. You remind me of my Dad ... just a little until I learn how you receive my difference of opinion. If I become banned (ignored/rejected) for who I am ... you will resemble him moreso. I sure hope you will give me another chance to prove myself to you as someone who is trying to find ways of controlling my reactionary behaviors to threatening stimuli. Being an authority figure ... you provide a way for me to practice new skills in dealing with this trigger. Thank-you for that.

Have a nice day. :)

 

[zeb]

Well were all still here lol.