Ghostybear73
Diamond Member
I am so tired, its hard to hold on. Last nigh in the couple hours I slept, I dreamed of being chased down again, only to be caught, again. For the first time my dog showed up and they killed her. Then another person tried and they killed him. I don't understand why they were blessed with a quick death, while I spent hours on end being tortured (jeesh, I hate that word).
I take clonodine, similar to prazosin but with less sleepwalking, and it has lessened the intensity, but sometimes, nothing works. I also take ativan, seroquel, lamictal, effexor and sinequin. To my utter dismay I adjust to meds quick and its a never ending battle. I wonder if being shot up with drugs, to be more submissive as a child, has anything to do with this.
Jeez, I feel like crying, but that's not on my emotions I know how to do list. In fact the only thing on that list is anger.....and you know what, f*ck crying, now I'm getting f*cking pissed.
I take clonodine, similar to prazosin but with less sleepwalking, and it has lessened the intensity, but sometimes, nothing works. I also take ativan, seroquel, lamictal, effexor and sinequin. To my utter dismay I adjust to meds quick and its a never ending battle. I wonder if being shot up with drugs, to be more submissive as a child, has anything to do with this.
Jeez, I feel like crying, but that's not on my emotions I know how to do list. In fact the only thing on that list is anger.....and you know what, f*ck crying, now I'm getting f*cking pissed.
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