So tired.

[henamedmeowl]

I am feeling tired. Of everything. No-one seems to understand.
The ache, the pain I feel inside.
I just get asked to...

I feel like this too...and i feel like no one understands also...when i say that i mean the people in my life i want to be close with and that i want to stop hurting me by rejecting me as i am and expecting me be happy and normal. I am so tired.of not feeling safe because i dont feel ok at home or with anyone ..i am tired of never having a chance to just breakdown and let it out. I wish sometimes I had not survived. I feel you and i am really sorry that you are in so much pain. Some days it takes a a great deal of self control not to end it all but i have people that depend on me so I keep going. Hugs to you and i just hope you find a person that loves you that can hold space for you so you can rest for a little while.