Sometimes I Wonder

[Takova]

I will try to keep this short. I'm tired of the pain an frustration of the pain of my experiences. Every time I get headway, the wind dies from under my wings. Is it not enough that beneath the surface I'm always crying because I can't cry on the outside. I know I'm not perfect, seems like everything I do there's a closely related trigger and side reaction causing me to stumble. PTSD is more sneaky than bi polar and more exhausting than insomnia. I have 5 leading diagnosis , both onsets of bp, PTSD, insomnia, and epilepsy. I can never get a break much less a breakthrough. My support is garbage and relationships don't last last hello . I don't want anybody to know how broken I am. There's much more to the story , I figured I'd just start there. Thanks for letting me share.

 

[JustBe]

Welcome to the Forum.:)

 

[Raj]

Welcome and thank you for sharing.

 

[Whitneys story]

Welcome to the PTSD Forum. I wish you success on your journey. Take your time learning your way around. I call this the best place in the universe! Hugs if you accept them, Whitney

 

[Takova]

Thanks Guys. I appreciate as much support as I can get these days I've been white knuckling this for about 20+yrs

 

[Err0r]

I feel the same way you do. At least we're not alone. :shy:

 

[TessyR]

It was 30 years for me and I am getting better each day, it just takes time and loving yourself.