I totally get it. The effort of getting there and the anticipation of all th disasters that may or may not occur gets overwhelming. Any by disasters I mean what feels like disasters to us. I'm having the same issue right now. My therapist is great about co tactivg jy employer and there is a letter in my fuel stati fcwhat accommodations I may need. I'm in crisis, so I asked for those accommodations. They were rejected for this week and I've been asked to meet with my boss. The marriage counselors my husband and I see want me out on leave for the rest of the school year. (I am an elementary teacher.) I don't want to do that. I may have no choice.