Speechless. For Once

[Punky143]

Never have I had a problem writing how I feel. Today is the day. There is so much chaos and most of it I have no control of nor did I bring on. In addition to trying to figure out the whole dissociation concept with horrible amnesia, my very low tolerance when interacting with others, and today the atomic bomb is dropped and is every parents nightmare. I cannot say more about that but the enormity of the situations that get plopped in my lap right now have brought me to a very low place with no one trustworthy enough to be by my side.

 

[Laurie McLaughlin]

I wish hope and pray you find the courage that is inside you to make it through - it is there

What helps for me is to remember that no matter how horrible things are right now - nothing is permanent - everything is transitory - flowing - if I can find myself within myself within the turmoil, I can work on letting the turmoil drift away and stay centered until the dust settles and not get caught up in the turmoil itself that threatens to pull me under -

Much peace wishing for you - Laurie