Strategy During Suicidal Thoughts?

[stillstanding2]

I don't know the song but it is nice ..

The song is "The Boxer". Tells a lot about some of us.

 

[Nikie]

I quickly read about it.
Quoted from the web
" Despite having a strong memory for each and every defeat, setback, and humiliation the narrator has endured ("carries the reminder of every glove that laid him down or cut him til he cried out"), he will not give up but will persevere ("the fighter still remains"). "
Then we can bring the hole conversation back to the beginning..

My memory is fuzzy with time since I hast had thoughts of suicide. But I recall on one occasion clinging successfully to this question: If some stranger were to attack me with deadly force out of the dark, would I fight back? And if I would fight back, how hard?

Eventually, I realized I would not only reflexively fight back to save my life, but I would do so furiously with no fear of death. Is this a useful thought to anyone else considering suicide.?

so you and some of us .. have defenetly a boxing spirit. :tup:

 

[Nikie]

I just want to proudly say :singing:( haaaaleluja hale- luja ha-la-lu-ja)
I got that quoting thing right :)

 

[stillstanding2]

I just want to proudly say :singing:( haaaaleluja hale- luja ha-la-lu-ja)
I got that quoting thing right...

Hurrah! Little victories are sometimes what make up success! It always takes me a while to learn even simple tasks on electronics. I'm stone-age when it comes to technology. Been using a computer for 30 years, but feel like a novice next to my 6-year-old granddaughter.

 

[StephenStevens]

I guess this would make you a good soldier. Nevertheless, it is a really interesting one. Even though you feel that you would let him hurt you, I believe that you would fight. Because, this is our subconsciousness. Problem with depression is in our conscious thoughts, not subconscious ones. If we were led by subconsciousness, we would never feel depressed.

 

[stillstanding2]

I guess this would make you a good soldier. Nevertheless, it is a really interesting one. Even th...

Welcome to the forum! And thanks for writing from Serbia! I sometimes have thought of the country as one of the recent world capitols of trauma. Survival instinct is alive and well there. Hats off!