NewBeginnings
Gold Member
Not trying to whine but therapy has been really tough - I want to move on and I can’t seem to figure out how to just leave well enough alone.
My adoptive father was really inappropriate (he taught me how to masterbate and did other stuff) - I didn’t stop him or think it was wrong- then I had several encounters with my neighbor- first time he put him hand in me - I knew that was wrong and told but it didn’t matter... things escalated and I became very promiscuous and didn’t try to stop it. My T calls it my being raped (over a period of a few years until I was 13. ) I don’t know what to think or call it but I want to wish it away. How does one move past this?
My adoptive father was really inappropriate (he taught me how to masterbate and did other stuff) - I didn’t stop him or think it was wrong- then I had several encounters with my neighbor- first time he put him hand in me - I knew that was wrong and told but it didn’t matter... things escalated and I became very promiscuous and didn’t try to stop it. My T calls it my being raped (over a period of a few years until I was 13. ) I don’t know what to think or call it but I want to wish it away. How does one move past this?
