I've been suffering with suicidal ideation for over a decade... Been close to doing it a number of times. Problem is, despite being on medication (Olanzapine) things have kinda got worse - I think about it day and night. I keep talking myself out of it, but I feel stuck in this circle of hell. It's become normal for me.
Weirdly, it's the only thing that reduces my anxiety. That I have the choice to end my life and stop this hell.
Has anyone, who's been in a similar situation, got over this? If so, how?
Weirdly, it's the only thing that reduces my anxiety. That I have the choice to end my life and stop this hell.
Has anyone, who's been in a similar situation, got over this? If so, how?