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DID DID and suicidal ideations


I'd like to blame the way me and my parts have felt for probably a month on the changing of seasons. We wish it was that simple but nothing is with us.
Suicidal ideation has consumed our thoughts all week. It's almost as if some of the parts started feeling this way since since preteen years. I guess I made an attempt but kept quiet and self injured a lot and still struggle.
We feel hopeless, lonely but don't know how to have healthy friendships. The things that used to make us happy don't. Our husband has mental health issues (undiagnosed) and refuses to get own it therefore my daughter and carry the weight
Bren gone all week after work and haven't had time to keep up with things. Yet, we take the brunt of it- just like our mother did