Support For Icon Nikon

[Icon Nikon]

Endearing Hugs :hug: to ALL who continue to share with me in one way or another, be it pictures or wishes or thoughts. It is really all about connecting in a positive way and helping each other up when we stumble through life.

Much Thanks,
Alex

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I know you have had a rough day...and are feeling really down. I always enjoy our talks...I learn something everytime! I'll see if there is a picture I have taken to send to you. Gentle hugs.

Yes, I have passed on my 'dork-ism' to my grand nieces and nephews...gotta have the silly sense of humor to survive what life throws at us. Hope this makes you smile. I'm the one with the bushy eyebrows...in case you couldn't tell!

 

[Icon Nikon]

I have hit a physical and emotional wall that seems impossible to scale at this point. And doctors coming up empty on tx options is very hard to face. To say I am depressed would not even be close to what I am feeling inside.

I am also sorry that I have not been there for any of you lately. I hope at least some of you will understand and not write me off. You all remain in my heart, even if it is quite troubled at the moment.

I will try to be more positive in the future. Do not wish for my posts to be too depressing to read.

Sorry & Thanks,
Alex

 

[intothelight]

(((Alex)))

Thinking of you.

:hug:

 

[KP the nut]

(((Alex))), I bought myself some flowers and hope you enjoy them as well.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

(((Alex)))
I wish there was something I, or anyone else (especially the doctor) could do that would ease your suffering! I pray that you will find the strength to take care of the things that are weighing heavy on your heart and mind. It is hard to know what to say other than that I admire and adore you for the courage you have shown already on this long, tortuous and horrible ordeal!

You deserve to be healthy and happy, and mostly you deserve to have many good nights' sleeps without worrying that something will happen that you can't control while you sleep. Oh, how I wish I could be there, guarding you from the uncaring staff that come and go into your Isolation room in ICU! Or at least watching over you while you get some zzzzzzzz's. I am thankful that your doctor came along when he did!

You truly have changed my life, and the way I think and feel about many things, and I will never be the same because of knowing you! The profound way that you are able to 'look' at a situation, and know what to say is something that is rare. Most people respond with trite and uncaring words or thoughtless drivel, but you have a talent of finding the right words to help me think of things in a different way. To say you are brave, is not enough, though that is what you are, and have been for so long.

To say that you are a precious jewel would not even come close to describing what you are, and have been to me. I know that you have affected others' here on the Forum, even when you have been suffering for so long. You always have room in your heart to care for other peoples' pain, no matter how much pain YOU are in.

You are in my thoughts and prayers constantly, even as we prepare for the new baby. You have helped me stay calm and realistic about so many things....far too many to list. I hope that I can return the favor in some way....

Thank you for being who you are, and thank you for your most loving, giant, sweet heart! You are definitely 'one of a kind' and I truly wish I could meet you in real life!

I will talk to you later today! (((Alex))) :)

 

[Nighthawk]

I could use some help from those who have battled illness and PTSD for too long, and might recognize this wall!

I wish I did not understand this. I have no clue what to say other than this wall is a thick painful place to be. The desire for relief becomes so powerful. The need to not wake up in the same dreadful place day after day. Alex I am here :banghead: with you. I can only wish you some ease a bit of relief. May the sun find you and the warmth bring you some comfort. I wish..... I wish......I wish for better.

 

[CraftyCath]

As AKJ and NH have both said Alex, I wish there was a way we could be of greater help. I wish your pain would go away and I wish you could go home to your boys.

The 'wall' is something most of us go through at one time or another but for you it must be so much worse. I cannot advise except to say that when it happens to me I allow it to was over me like a storm, grit my teeth and hold on, knowing it will pass over me eventually.

You are, as AKJ said, very special and no matter if you are depressed or not, you deserve support and encouragement.

I'm staying around!

Love n hugs,

CC

 

[Nicolette]

Hey Alex - just checking in wishing you well before I go. I apologise for being self absorbed and not up to speed on your situation. Take care :hug:

 

[JustBe]

I am glad that you update us when you are able Alex. What you endure daily is beyond my experience and I weep for your pain. I know it's hard to believe when someone tells us that we are good, kind and worthy of support, but I will say it again and again to you because from my heart to yours it is true.

You are a good, kind person. You deserve care, health, and friendship. (((Hugs))) if you will accept them.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Thank you for all you are to me, and for knowing what to say when my pain gets to be too much. You 'come out' of your pain when you see someone suffering.

YOU are one of a kind!!!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

((((Alex)))) I have you in my prayers. I am sad you are doing so poorly. I cannot imagine what you must be going through right now. I wish for you the very best. You must be having to dig deep to find good in this situation. I wish I could come and visit you. Great big cyber hugs.