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Thanks very much to everyone who replied. I think it's safe to assume that this is yet another symptom of PTSD (the gift that just keeps on giving, eh?).
Kers, I especially related to this: "....I think it happens whenever something triggers the slightest fear in me, even if it's only momentary. So it's stress-related, but not restricted to only high stress".
YES, that's exactly it...even the slightest fear trigger and my neocortex just shuts down as a matter of course....or blips in and out like some poor electrical connection.
I have read that the amygdala does gross generalizations (for example, a friend of mine used to live in rattlesnake country and so it was a big thing in that town's culture - a pretty constant vigilance in life. Since a bite can be potentially life threatening, it was her amygdala that did the judgment on the topic: now when she sees a squiggly rope in the basement, her mind thinks, "Snake!" even though the rope may resemble a snake only vaguely).
As I understand it (as a layperson), the hippocampus is responsible for more specific responses (as opposed to generalizations).
So, I guess part of the PTSD issue is that I switch straight into amygdala response and my hippocampus just hangs out being lazy, not doing any discerning or anything. No wonder I can't remember anything; I go straight to survival response and don't bother with activating memory (hippocampus).
Thanks again everyone....I'm not happy that anyone else struggles with this, but grateful to know that I'm not alone.
-Dylan
Kers, I especially related to this: "....I think it happens whenever something triggers the slightest fear in me, even if it's only momentary. So it's stress-related, but not restricted to only high stress".
YES, that's exactly it...even the slightest fear trigger and my neocortex just shuts down as a matter of course....or blips in and out like some poor electrical connection.
I have read that the amygdala does gross generalizations (for example, a friend of mine used to live in rattlesnake country and so it was a big thing in that town's culture - a pretty constant vigilance in life. Since a bite can be potentially life threatening, it was her amygdala that did the judgment on the topic: now when she sees a squiggly rope in the basement, her mind thinks, "Snake!" even though the rope may resemble a snake only vaguely).
As I understand it (as a layperson), the hippocampus is responsible for more specific responses (as opposed to generalizations).
So, I guess part of the PTSD issue is that I switch straight into amygdala response and my hippocampus just hangs out being lazy, not doing any discerning or anything. No wonder I can't remember anything; I go straight to survival response and don't bother with activating memory (hippocampus).
Thanks again everyone....I'm not happy that anyone else struggles with this, but grateful to know that I'm not alone.
-Dylan