The Beheaders !!!

[Deleted member 36516]

Their ghosts will still around me!
The sound of their breath will still in my ears!
I can't remember their faces, but I can feel them in my room, in my brain, and everywhere!
I can still smell blood ...

 

[Nevermore]

@Ghaith wardeh i can't even imagine... the fear and the horror. We read about it and I never want to believe that people can treat other people in that way.
Where do you go with those memories? Who do you speak to?
I hope there are good people around you

 

[Friday]

Camphor helps with the blood.

When I'm having flashbacks that include a lot of blood & worse? I put camphor under my nose, and suck on very strong mints, or spices. If you already smoke (don't start if you don't) that's another sensory trick to help both block out the smell and taste of all things violent. But above all else, the camphor helps me, most.

 

[Deleted member 36516]

@Nevermore
Thanks for understanding!
... Carnage, burning people alive, deformed dead bodies, vicious killing , rape crimes, ...and ... !!!
A lot og memories and flashbacks!
Yeah! I have started get therapy
I have no friends in my real-life !

 

[Deleted member 36516]

@Friday , thanks for your advice !
i used to put fragrances under my nose! But I will try using the camphor.
I can't smoke it that I am so weak physiologically.
Scent of the burned dead bodies and the bloods are very strong for long time.