The Blabbers

[Queen Boudica]

or just trying make sure the information I am trying to convey is actually getting across. Does that make sense? I don't always feel like I talk the same language so I can find myself saying something one way...then another....then another...then still another!

Makes perfect sense to me.

I'm also wondering whether it is to do with my childhood and I would say something and it was not believed or just put down both in school and with my mother, who always had to be right. Plus me getting the blame all the time even when I protested my side of things. Same thing with my husband he thinks he is much more logical and his argument is the right one, so I am left not believing myself, and his decision is the one we go with.

So now I think I will not be believed unless I repeat the thing over and over. If it is something very important that I want to get across I have to repeat it and say it in so many different ways, so that maybe it will be taken seriously, maybe they will hear. Maybe they will believe me.