The middle

[Punky143]

I know I'm not happy. In my marriage and it breaks my heart to even write it here. I know he loves me, and misses the old me. The one who did it all - pay bills, cleaned, worked a steady job, social, excited to spend time with him and rarely argued. We had similar things in common and it was fun.
Times passed. Life got more complicated, money continues to be an issue, different opinions, no goal planning, just stagnant.
Nothing is happening right now but I feel so different. I feel fake. I feel like I'm a liar stringing him along. I feel like the spark is dwindling and I feel like a rotten person

 

[Rose White]

Marriage is so hard! It’s unfair to expect someone to stay in the same headspace they were decades before. My heart goes out to you as you navigate this difficult time. They say the secret is to communicate but idk how you do that. Rooting for you