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momhatesme
You were a child and did nothing to deserve abuse. You are worthwhile and a better person than all those who abused you and contributed to the abuse you suffered. Be kind to yourself, you deserve that. You are already a better parent and grandparent by worrying about your grandchild. It broke my heart when I realized I was a better mother than mine, but I take comfort in the fact that my children will have a better childhood than mine.