No point in Living just to suffer. What the f*ck is the point of life anyway? To ultimately suffer and die?
I firmly believe that part of the meaning of life is finding a reason to live and to learn.
There is a line from a song that helped challenge the way I thought about life. I don't if it will be of any help to you, but I will share just the same. "I am not afraid to die, I am afraid to be alive without being aware of it." ~Epica
The song is called Sensorium, even if you don't listen to the song, check out the lyrics. they helped me put a lot of things into perspective. Whenever I see your posts, it makes me think of that song.