Tired?

[cragger65]

2not, I also feel very small at times, and scared. I feel like I'm 8 years old, lost in the middle of a huge, shifting crowd, or towered over. I don't get that feeling as much now, and it's not as intense either. I trust you will find similar improvements as you come out the other side of this.

And Kunoichi, ya, I can relate. Sometimes I will go 2 or 3 days with eating almost nothing, or nothing and finally force myself to eat because I know I have to. Wierd, I know I love good food, but it's just not there sometimes

 

[sallysellsseashells]

Yes, KarmaIsABitch: I have experienced this a lot. I am in a stage where I can do a lot more than when I first noticed this. Yes, ride with the energy when you have it. Don't miss any of those opportunities. Every time you do something constructive with the energy, it will help the next bout of energy come along (it's very complicated - to do with hormones etc.). It may take a long long time to get to a stage where you have the energy frequently enough to live a normal life, but it will happen. Some people here are living proof. :D Cheers! S.

 

[Deleted member 1606]

You're not off topic. When I feel like you describe, it's like I need to cry, but can't. Like the connection is broken between my feelings and my body.

 

[Deleted member 1606]

That reminds me, cragger65, I just had a strange experience you might relate to. The day before yesterday, I was on my way home from the grocery store and just started sneezing. I felt very much like I was coming down with a cold. I got home, took some cold medicine and slept. Later I went to bed early and woke up feeling just fine!

I can only guess that it was psychosomatic. PTSD wears me down in ways I'm not even aware of. I also had a long nap today and still feel great.