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Okira
Rant and disturbed today.
At first going ok. Tried to reconnect after my mom died. Then he kept asking how he traumatized me so much as a kid - I finally let it out...living in fear of "death daily." The guns, and knives. Police arresting him. He wanted answers I gave him simple overview.
I get an email never to email, or call him again!
This is second time in my life he has disowned me. Apparently he has major issues with me being gay - even though he has committed many crimes against humanity (shooting up an innocent village of people?) And he's now part of a religious cult that think they are the only ones to be "saved", and they are my only option for hope.
I'm a forgiving person. I prefer to live in present moment, and not the past. But to shut me out when he kept asking the question....during such a difficult time in my life...
I tried to move on, and took so much energy and emotions. Then to be told never to contact again....
At first going ok. Tried to reconnect after my mom died. Then he kept asking how he traumatized me so much as a kid - I finally let it out...living in fear of "death daily." The guns, and knives. Police arresting him. He wanted answers I gave him simple overview.
I get an email never to email, or call him again!
This is second time in my life he has disowned me. Apparently he has major issues with me being gay - even though he has committed many crimes against humanity (shooting up an innocent village of people?) And he's now part of a religious cult that think they are the only ones to be "saved", and they are my only option for hope.
I'm a forgiving person. I prefer to live in present moment, and not the past. But to shut me out when he kept asking the question....during such a difficult time in my life...
I tried to move on, and took so much energy and emotions. Then to be told never to contact again....
