Childhood Unsure if i was sexually abused?

[shimmerz]

When is your appointment with your therapist?

And yes, of course you don't feel safe there.

 

[Ufsr78]

Ok so I opened up to my boyfriend about all of this. At first he said he will be there for me, I sent him the court documents which are private. I trusted him with it.
He accused me of cheating because a friend of mine lent me money for a hotel.
He said he can't be dealing with my problems and that it affects him. I'm selfish and mental. Everybody hates me and binned me.
I've never felt so low in my entire life



I've never opened up to someone about this abuse before and he made me feel dirty/wrong. Put all the problems on me from our relationship
Said everything was my fault because I'm too sensitive.


After that I tried to hang myself, not what I wanted but I feel extremely low.
I don't want to get help or go a&e because I'm afraid of looking like an attention seeker

 

[somerandomguy]

Please, please go to A&E. They know the difference between someone who is attention-seeking and someone who truly needs help. You are the second case and they'll be able to get you help. I urge you to please go.