It's been a long time since I posted on this forum and over the last couple of days it has dawned on me to seek some advice again. I was diagnosed with PTSD in 2004 by the Veterans Administration. I have also been living with chronic pain as a result of military service. I have been on and off vicodin for at least 4 to 5 years with three months in between Rx refills. I have been on vicodin now for 6 months and decided to cold turkey it more than 48 hours ago. I tapered off for a week and then quit.
I've read some forums where withdrawals have been severe but they have not been for me, I think. I have had some minor chills, some restlessness, and occasional muscle twitching. I'm already on anti-depressants and anxiety meds so maybe they're helping. I have not had any serious pain or crazy urgings to get more vicodin. I work out every day, to help my body and my mind stay busy as I live on disability. I think that helps as well because after working out I feel good.
I believe I am dependent but hopefully not addicted, perhaps they're one in the same. Can anyone give me an idea how long I may feel anxious or have chills? Those are the only side effects that bug me. They don't interfere with daily living but I would like to get to the point where I know what it feels like to not be on this junk. It's a good painkiller but I don't want to kill my liver. I don't have any symptoms of liver pain but then I'm more worried about chronic use effecting my liver instead of and overdose. I have never taken more than 4 extra strength at a time, however, that was about 12 a day sometimes.
Does anyone have anything information to help me?
I've read some forums where withdrawals have been severe but they have not been for me, I think. I have had some minor chills, some restlessness, and occasional muscle twitching. I'm already on anti-depressants and anxiety meds so maybe they're helping. I have not had any serious pain or crazy urgings to get more vicodin. I work out every day, to help my body and my mind stay busy as I live on disability. I think that helps as well because after working out I feel good.
I believe I am dependent but hopefully not addicted, perhaps they're one in the same. Can anyone give me an idea how long I may feel anxious or have chills? Those are the only side effects that bug me. They don't interfere with daily living but I would like to get to the point where I know what it feels like to not be on this junk. It's a good painkiller but I don't want to kill my liver. I don't have any symptoms of liver pain but then I'm more worried about chronic use effecting my liver instead of and overdose. I have never taken more than 4 extra strength at a time, however, that was about 12 a day sometimes.
Does anyone have anything information to help me?